Former Norwich striker Leon McKenzie speaks to Sporting Chapters about his book 'My Fight With Life'.
Last Updated: 26/01/13 1:40pm
Leon McKenzie rose from the second division to play in the Premiership for Norwich City - but off the field all was not well.
The former Crystal Palace and Peterborough striker discusses his battle with depression in his book 'My Fight With Life' and told Sporting Chapters he hopes detailing his experiences will help young footballers who find themselves in a similar situation to himself.
In his interview with Sporting Chapters McKenzie talks:
Suicide: McKenzie reveals how injuries, a messy divorce and his sister's suicide lead to depression and how he felt isolated at Charlton, with no support provided for him, as he tried to take his own life
PFA failings: McKenzie criticises the PFA and says they didn't have the right resources to help him fight depression or know how to deal with the subject
Prison: The former striker reflects on his time in prison for trying to avoid speeding convictions and says he thinks the prison system is letting youngsters down
Inspire: The Croydon-born player says Clarke Carlisle helped him overcome his problems and says he hopes his book can help others.
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