By Phil Jackson Last updated: 29th November 2008
KP: Back in England
Every time I see the TV footage of the carnage in the Indian city, I realise how close we were to death.
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Kevin Pietersen says he still feels traumatised by the terrorist attacks in Mumbai, increasing speculation England will not return to India.
England's one-day series has been cut short as a result of the atrocities, which left 195 people dead and discussions are still ongoing as to whether the Test series can still be played.
British citizens were among those deliberately targeted in the attacks and the England captain admits he is still struggling to come to terms with what might have been.
"I'm still shaking from the terrorist atrocities in Mumbai," he told the News of the World. "Every time I see the TV footage of the carnage in the Indian city, I realise how close we were to death.
"I haven't slept thinking about the three-day rampage and siege. We were 800 miles from the attack, but suddenly we felt very vulnerable, especially as we had stayed at the targeted Taj Mahal Hotel just two weeks ago.
"It makes my blood run cold."
Pietersen's team returned to England on Saturday, but they have committed to going back should security experts confirm it is safe to do so.
The second Test has already been moved from Mumbai to Chennai in a bid to calm fears, but the England Cricket Board's managing director Hugh Morris insists no player will be compelled to go back.
"We would not force anybody to do anything," he added. "I would not, if somebody felt strongly, force their arm. They would have the necessary information to make an informed decision but that would be a personal choice.
"We have come back to assess the safety and security situation in India. We have a team of people that we rely on for our safety and security information.
"They are pulling that information together over the next 24 to 48 hours and clearly we will assess that information when we have it.
"The first Test match starts on 11th December and clearly it is a very short time scale but assuming the safety and security is okay, we would be returning in a short time.
"There's a degree of nervousness, there's no doubt about that. That's only natural. It's affected everybody, but we are committed to going back and playing in the Test series when it is safe to do so."

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| Fixture |
|---|
| Sunday 8th November |
| One Day Int First Match |
| South Africa vs Zimbabwe |
| One Day Int Sixth Match |
| India vs Australia |
| Tour Match One Day Match |
| vs England |
| Monday 9th November |
| One Day Int Third Match |
| Pakistan vs New Zealand |
| Women's T20 Int First Women's Twenty20 International |
| West Indies Women vs England Women |
| Tuesday 10th November |
| One Day Int Second Match |
| South Africa vs Zimbabwe |
| Tour Match One Day Match |
| South Africa A vs England |
| Women's T20 Int Second Women's Twenty20 International |
| West Indies Women vs England Women |
| Wednesday 11th November |
| One Day Int Seventh Match |
| India vs Australia |
| Thursday 12th November |
| Int Twenty20 First Match |
| Pakistan vs New Zealand |
| Result |
|---|
| Saturday 7th November |
| Women's One Day International Series |
| West Indies Women vs England Women West Indies Women won by 1 wickets. |
| Friday 6th November |
| One Day International Series |
| Pakistan vs New Zealand New Zealand won by 64 runs. |
| Tour Match |
| Diamond Eagles vs England XI England won by 185 runs. |
| Women's One Day International Series |
| West Indies Women vs England Women England Women won by 13 runs. |
| Thursday 5th November |
| One Day International Series |
| Bangladesh vs Zimbabwe Bangladesh won by 1 wickets. |
| India vs Australia Australia won by 3 runs. |
| Wednesday 4th November |
| Under 19 One Day International Series |
| Bangladesh Under 19 vs England Under 19 Bangladesh Under 19 won by 8 runs. |
| Women's One Day International Series |
| West Indies Women vs England Women West Indies Women won by 40 runs. |
| Tuesday 3rd November |
| One Day International Series |
| Pakistan vs New Zealand Pakistan won by 138 runs. |
| Bangladesh vs Zimbabwe Bangladesh won by 6 wickets. |
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