By Phil Jackson Last updated: 29th November 2008
KP: Back in England
Every time I see the TV footage of the carnage in the Indian city, I realise how close we were to death.
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Kevin Pietersen says he still feels traumatised by the terrorist attacks in Mumbai, increasing speculation England will not return to India.
England's one-day series has been cut short as a result of the atrocities, which left 195 people dead and discussions are still ongoing as to whether the Test series can still be played.
British citizens were among those deliberately targeted in the attacks and the England captain admits he is still struggling to come to terms with what might have been.
"I'm still shaking from the terrorist atrocities in Mumbai," he told the News of the World. "Every time I see the TV footage of the carnage in the Indian city, I realise how close we were to death.
"I haven't slept thinking about the three-day rampage and siege. We were 800 miles from the attack, but suddenly we felt very vulnerable, especially as we had stayed at the targeted Taj Mahal Hotel just two weeks ago.
"It makes my blood run cold."
Pietersen's team returned to England on Saturday, but they have committed to going back should security experts confirm it is safe to do so.
The second Test has already been moved from Mumbai to Chennai in a bid to calm fears, but the England Cricket Board's managing director Hugh Morris insists no player will be compelled to go back.
"We would not force anybody to do anything," he added. "I would not, if somebody felt strongly, force their arm. They would have the necessary information to make an informed decision but that would be a personal choice.
"We have come back to assess the safety and security situation in India. We have a team of people that we rely on for our safety and security information.
"They are pulling that information together over the next 24 to 48 hours and clearly we will assess that information when we have it.
"The first Test match starts on 11th December and clearly it is a very short time scale but assuming the safety and security is okay, we would be returning in a short time.
"There's a degree of nervousness, there's no doubt about that. That's only natural. It's affected everybody, but we are committed to going back and playing in the Test series when it is safe to do so."

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| Fixture |
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| Sunday 22nd November |
| One Day Int Second Match |
| South Africa vs England |
| Monday 23rd November |
| Test Match First Test |
| New Zealand vs Pakistan |
| Tuesday 24th November |
| Test Match Second Test |
| India vs Sri Lanka |
| Thursday 26th November |
| Test Match First Test |
| Australia vs West Indies |
| Friday 27th November |
| One Day Int Third Match |
| South Africa vs England |
| Sunday 29th November |
| One Day Int Fourth Match |
| South Africa vs England |
| Wednesday 2nd December |
| Test Match Third Test |
| India vs Sri Lanka |
| Test Match Second Test |
| New Zealand vs Pakistan |
| Friday 4th December |
| Test Match Second Test |
| Australia vs West Indies |
| One Day Int Fifth Match |
| South Africa vs England |
| Result |
|---|
| Friday 20th November |
| One Day International Series |
| South Africa vs England No Result |
| Test Series |
| India vs Sri Lanka Match Drawn |
| Tuesday 17th November |
| Tour Match |
| South Africa A vs England England won by 4 wickets. |
| Sunday 15th November |
| International Twenty20 Match |
| South Africa vs England South Africa won by 84 runs. |
| Friday 13th November |
| International Twenty20 Match |
| South Africa vs England England won by 1 run. (Revised target - Duckworth-Lewis system) |
| International Twenty20 Series |
| Pakistan vs New Zealand Pakistan won by 7 runs. |
| Thursday 12th November |
| International Twenty20 Series |
| Pakistan vs New Zealand Pakistan won by 49 runs. |
| Women's Twenty20 International |
| West Indies Women vs England Women England Women won by 6 wickets. |
| Wednesday 11th November |
| One Day International Series |
| India vs Australia No Result |
| Tuesday 10th November |
| One Day International Series |
| South Africa vs Zimbabwe South Africa won by 212 runs. |
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England opener Alastair Cook will remain in Pretoria while the rest of the ODI squad head to Cape Town.
James Tredwell is relishing the possibility of making his England debut at Centurion after turning down India for South Africa.
Monty Panesar has questioned Northamptonshire's decision to let two English spinners leave the club.